Tuesday, September 30, 2003
oh.. am i testing his patience? i dunno.. but i seems naughty this few days! orh~~~
Posted by EvoN at 11:47 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2003
陶喆 - 爱，很简单
忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你 真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我 喔～
I LOVE YOU 无法不爱著你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你
不可能更快乐 只要能在一起 做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停 用最真诚的心 让爱变的简单
I LOVE YOU 我一直在这里 一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU(yes I do)
永远都不放弃 这爱的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴著我的心倾听
听我说著爱你(yes I do)我爱你
hope love can be really that simple n easy to maintain
Posted by EvoN at 11:37 PM
Monday, September 22, 2003
Hey hey HEY~ he loves it!!! he likes it!!! it's all worth it!! all the effort ARE WORTH IT!!!! woohoo..... HE LIKes IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURRAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~~~~~ haha i gets really excited n contented.... full wif joy n happiness when my work is appreciated n LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha........ it's really cool........... he also said: i truly understand him!! i m really glad to hear that.. but is that really true? i m not sure if i haf already known him well enuff... but at least there's some improvements already, isn't it? well~.. humans is ever-changing.. wat if he changed in the future? and i'll no longer becomes the person who understands him?????????? WAT WILL HAPPEN? i really hope it wun happen... but nobody will know the ans... so juz leave everything to fate...let nature takes it course! rite?... most importantly is everybody enjoy the moments now! RIGHT?!?!?! hoho.... hhaha... hope he'll GREATLLY APPRECIATE that present of mine!!! woohoo.... ^_^
Posted by EvoN at 11:44 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2003
tiredz.. ate alot today.. thing i m really SERIOUSLY putting on wt.. haha.. how how? fat le.. not nice le.. guys muz be always thinking y gurls are always so 'ai mei'.. i tell ya.. all furls are 'ai mei' juz the matter of different levels of it.. some gals are always VERY VERY worried abt how they looked and always wan to look gorgeous.. haha.. whilst some girls think as long as they look presentable n pretty some times can le.. haha.. i m in the middle..haha.. i like to look presentable.. and sometimes when my mood gets to the top of the sky, i like to doll myself up.. but i seems to look da same!! haha... so i also like to doll up my dear when i m in a good mood.. coz in my opinion sometimes one should dresss up a lil... to look different.. to go wif different type of mood... i always wan to dress him up.. but.. most of the time, he'll say dont wan.. haha that's a typical guy.. they dun really think much of how much they'll look infront of ppl... haha.. but deep in side they'll still care a lil abt their appearance.. haha.. so u cant really blame me for wanting my dear to look great.. coz when he look great i'll be happy.. everybody will be happy!! heehee.. = )
Posted by EvoN at 11:53 PM
Friday, September 19, 2003
orhz.. today's is a belated birthday celebration for kailiang.. we had a great lunch cum dinner at Sizzler! it's cool~ the food there is nice.. not as nice compared to Marche lo~!!! heehee.. but if dear would like to try i will pei him coz i also long time nvr eat Sizzler liaoz~! haha.. well anyway i guessed i had fun today..
haiz i realised we almost did quarrel for the past few days.. i realised that! i admit sometimes is my fault but whenever i m feeling alrite den he'll gif me the 'u are stupid, and wasting my time' that kinda face.. i really thot i was irritating n bo liao everytime he gifs me dis type of face.. it seems that he has already lost some of his patience on me.. it's obvious.. but i cant help it too.... well i shouldnt put the blame that he's losing patience and i know some of the time i also gif half dead face.. both of us are at fault.. guess we still need to do better in dis relationship.. i really love him alot.. since young i haven been able to be so real to someone until i met him.. i really dont wish to gif up on trying.. i will continue to improve my attitude.. trust me, i'll try my best improve.. well sometimes i really do care about the well being of him and i guess he does care abt me too.. i did all my best to take care of him.. but it was abit tough.. coz we arent even married.. (HAHA).. and sometimes he'll juz ignore my advice.. i admit sometimes i m like that too.. i m also trying too.. to sleep early everyday..(heehee).. guess we need to learn how to appreciate each other more.. sometimes he even shut me up by toking loudly.. den i'll keep quiet. well i m a rather soft person, very very emotional, so i cant really tok much at that point when he asks me wat's wrong. becoz i m afraid i might juz break into tears i dunno y. i m juz exactly like my mum... we dont tok back to bf/husbands.. becoz at that point if we tok to them.. we'll end up quarrelling or crying... i dun wish dis to happen.... juz imagine, hafing him to shout at u, den u keep quiet for awhile.. den he looks at u and ask wat's wrong.. isnt it saddening? he only knows u dont like him shouting at u after he does that? we haf been together so long.. and he'll only realise after he gets to shout at me.. if he havent shouted at me.. everything wont happen.. and i also didnt know wat he dont like being called~ and i juz get shouted at.. i felt terrible! but i juz couldnt bring myself to speak up~ haiz.. terrible me~ well i m in a mess rite now... dunch even know wat i m toking abt... guess both of us are at fault everytime things happen~ *SighZ* guess i need a lil reflection on myself.. SORRY MY DEAR~
*Blurred about my own feelingZ*
Posted by EvoN at 11:21 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2003
BLUE - Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Yeh. Sorry
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Posted by EvoN at 3:52 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
yawnz yawnz.. so lates... juz bathed.. studied maths using only 10 minz.. hoho.. lousy timing.. today's is Kailiang's birthday.. went to marina to eat.. not much exciting activities as compared to my birthday.. and the food.. i should say is juz alrite.. like abit weird to me.. haha... maybe i m fussy about food again~ haha.. den after i come home my mum forced me to eat one big bowl of chin chao.. feel like puking.. anyway guess everyone's having holiday mood againz.. esp kl n derek.. keep hoping tmr will haf no sch.. haha.. too bad they'll be hafing a long day tmr.. haha..
today we saw RONALD MACDONALD!!!! haha two times so we thot we might as well go but 4D den come out 1230!!!!!! ARGH!!!! den those 304 year ones also was going to buy 1230 den nvr buy.. den it came out den they set topic: "!¡ Topic: (2nd prize: 1230)" haha.. i chua tio when i saw den i ask them y.. they said they went to eat Swensen's Fish and Chips that costs $12.30 den they wan to buy nvr buy.. den one of them's dad GOT 1ST PRICE!! haha...
oh no i shouted a few times today.. feeling guilty.. but i really haf no control over it.. haiz dont noe how to say.. but den u know la.. when one is tired some lil things will tend to irritate that person.. haiz..guess i have attitude problems too.. haiz.. if i didnt change my bad temper from last time.. guess i wont make much frenz in dis life.. i m still hafing that attitude problem.. sometimes i often compare myself with other girls.. guess i m really miles away compared to other girls.. other girls are so gentle.. smile as much as possible.. things i do will nvr happen on them..but i m always shouting.. haiz.. feel down sometimes.. really wonder hard wat kind of women m i.. quite a failure but this feeling doesnt last long sometimes.. i believe in myself, and Kailiang.. i believe in wat i m.. i love myself.. but u noe, there are always times when one loses self-confidence.. haha.. mixture of feelings now.. guess juz too tired.. need rest.. ZZzzZzzzZzzzz....
Posted by EvoN at 11:55 PM
Monday, September 15, 2003
BLUE - Best In Me
From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
[Chorus:]
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
Posted by EvoN at 11:32 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2003
1! 2! 3! 4! Happy birthday to me~! Happy birthday to me! happy birthday to Mee-ee~!! happy birthday to me~!!!! haha.. today's my birthday.. haha so happy i m 18!!! haha but fully smacked le...yawnz yawnz.. thot today can sleep until 'song' but Pierre woke up so early n woke me up too~ yawnz yawnz.. anyway today felt like a princess.. haha.. 1st think i woke up den watch a lil tv den lunch liao... after lunch i taught Pierre to do maths.. really took a long time..teach until i wan to vomit blood le.. guess i really dont haf much patience wif kids..haha..
after that my dad sent me n mum to Hougang Mall to make a pair of specs..guess wat i chose a purple frameless specs.. it looked the best among all the other specs.. hope i'll look nice in it too! heh.. it costs 168 wor.. so ex~ haha the funniest part is the guy who served us was actually asking about me.. my name, age n etc.. coz he thot i was one of his fren's sister.. haha.. after that i went to buy myself a strawberry cake.. to make myself happy..heh heh.. but until now i still haven eat.. haiz guess it'll be a belated bday cake tmr.. by e time i eat it.. haha... den we went home.. saw a primary school mate wif his boy..haha... after that we went home~
i was wearing my blue wrap skirt which was suppositly meant for going out wif dear~ haha.. den i realise that colour was coming out n making my hands BLUE!! haha... so awful... for something like that to happen outside.. haha den i went to bath immediately the moment i got home~
after that we went for dinner at parkway thai restaurantit's was a good one.. coz it was me n mum ordering the food... haha... we ordered kinda too much den in e end we cant really finish all the food.. so left abit...i ate most of my fravourite food... costs abt $124++ in total.. hahahaha... happy leh... den i come back so full.... AND SLEEPY.. i m going to sleep now le... haha... ZZZZZ there goes 14 SEP 2003~! =~ ( goodbye 17~~~~ *SoB-sObZ*
Posted by EvoN at 10:54 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2003
WOA WOA~ 2nd exciting day~ had fun though it started off badly.. was really pissed in the morning~ but after that it was ok..after IDIOTIC alvin poh bao ling's lesson~ keep saying 'REDO~! REDO!' idiot la....
den we went to bugis... den i felt happy coz going to start shopping le.. haha not much things to buy.. haha... den after that we went to heeren for our lunch at Marche~ kinda cool but didnt try some new stuffs.. always been wanting to try those new stuffs there.. but some how.. my pocket juz didnt allow me to do so sometimes.. haha~ = Þ the mushroom soup RULZ~~~ weewhee.. heh..
after that we walked all the way to ps~ there actually not much things to shop there.. well, at least to me~ yea.. haha... hmm den we anyhow walks walks...after that we went to Suntec.. again.. i think every place juz seems same to me.. also like abit sian also.. coz like same shops keep appearing n appearing~
at 7 we met up wif the rest~ hoho.. we were actually late!! haha... we had dinner at Feather and Fins.. was kinda alrite... den sat at Esplanade~! wat a cool day~ had so much fun.. but i m REALLY DEAD BEAT~! and FULL!!!!!
really happy and contented when my friends made an effort to celebrate my birthday wif me.. shows that i m still a friend to them~ haha.. anyway hope tmr will be fun too... heh heh................. = D
Posted by EvoN at 11:59 PM
Friday, September 12, 2003
hoho... had a great time today.. shopped, had great delicious food, laughed, watched movie, haha...HAD FUN! it's our 6th months and i m really happy!!! REALLY HAPPY!!! never had such great time wif someone before.. i guess i m beginning to grow up~ together wif him!! guess we're always changing when we are together.. seems to be learning from each other... in terms of love experience.. learnt alot.. haha... 6 mths is hard to come by... but i still hope dis number '6' will end up '60' next time... he's really good to me.. at least i can see he's is really trying his best to be my best boyfriend~ i really appreciates that! = > heehee~
today he keep asking me to buy watever i wants.. haha... of coz i wun ke qi.. but also i will think carefully den i buy.. muz think if i really need it den i'll buy even it's my own money..coz i dun wish to waste his hard-saved money wor..
anyway tmr will be another great day i guess... dunch haf exchanging of gifts haha..
anyway he loved the gift i made!!! haha i m really happy... i thot every long of how to decorate that picture leh!! as i wasnt any creative since young... heh heh... really happy he loves it.. hope he'll love his bday present too... maybe the main one.. the biggest object at least~ although i really think it's terrible~ really terrible~ THE CARD! the card has cool cover page~ haha...
we took the small sticker thingy today... and was kinda stupid.. coz it's our 1st time den like not familiar wif everything... haha... hope we'll go take again one day... guess it'll be alot better... now i really feel like making something for him to put those pics... but 'ling gan' haven come... haha.. heh heh...
woa..tired lehs... ZZzzZzzZz~
Posted by EvoN at 11:42 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2003
woohoo~ today is THURSDAY!!! tmr is FRIDAY!!! 12 SEPT !!!! 6 months wif him le!!!!! haha really happy.. = ) kinda excited.. but tmr got mct test scared cannot make it.. haha..
Posted by EvoN at 4:23 PM
Monday, September 08, 2003
hey hey.. dis is my very 1st entry and i m not very sure of everything here.. hope i can post and publish this successfully~ anyway today is the 1st day of sch reopen after a week's break.. feeling so tired the whole day that i felt asleep immediately after i board e bus~! today's a monday so my time table is not too bad.. but tmr is TUESDAY!!! all the way until 8 pm!! how to take it?!?!?!?! haha i dunch know.. guess i m juz gonna HAHA all my way thru..and tmr got MORGAN MAMA's lesson.. so boring i kinda hate him cause he always dismiss us late.. and always delay n delay.. den i cannot faster tok to dear..idiot MARGAN MAMA!!
anyway guess wat?!?! i m peeling rite now.. my forehead is peeling!!! haha once again! i juz had my dinner.. it kinda sux.. not toking abt the food but abt my dad..haiz he's always giving us 'attitude problem face' when something is juz not done in his way.. kinda hate him now.. perhaps the dinner that my mum bought was not to his taste, so he juz put away his rice and continue watching tv.. SUX rite? my mum reach home later than him! and has to buy dinner home! plus she takes bus! she has a weak body! and at the end of the day, my dad dunch even appreciate it and give us cold shoulder!! WAT KIND OF MAN IS HE! all he does is sit there when he comes back n watch tv~ at most look at his fishes.. when he uses pots or plates he juz leave it there. and expect us to clear.. he even make the dishes very dirty thus very difficult to waste and the basin is always flooded cause of him and he does nothing abt it.. wat the hell rite~ but i dunch care le.. he not happy i heck care cause i cant be bothered wif his STUPIDITY already~ gave up~! he has not changed after so many years! STUPID STUPID!! alrite enuff of him~ >= (
woo i m suppose to do my imc report but i end up writing this blog. but dis is also not a bad idea i can write wat's in my mind. hmm guess i wun be updating this everyday but i'll be updating this once every few days.. alrite gtg rush my report.. feeling so sleepy..hahaha heehee... missing him badly too~ he juz called n told me he misses me.. so sweetZ~ really nice.. hear him saying dis all my troubles are gone! heh heh!! alrite.. buai buaiz~! = Þ
Posted by EvoN at 9:18 PM
