Sunset way

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

school started just yesterday.. and i m half dead today.
yeah.. very tiring.. the lecturer was on a speedboat..... he talks very fast..
the electronics class was huge! 100 over ppl and they're all my coursemates..
surprisingly this time there were quite alot of guys.. probably 60-70%?

met alot of familiar faces! feels good.. but i was too dead, and it was past 10pm plus kelvin was already rushing me to go off, i didnt get a chance to chat with hussein, and others.
nvm chance will come..

so i woke up today with panda eyes and giddiness.. still managed to dragged myself to work.. sigh.. shag..

bad weather.. it was hot hot hot in clementi!
went for carrot cake. but i didnt finish it. somehow i think it doesnt taste the same as before.. prob the company really affects the taste.

very busy at work.. ZZz everything goes wrong. yes it's again a lousy day.
the only good thing that happened today is probably watching a huge fat rainbow appearing in the sky from my seat and a luxurious dinner to pamper myself.

me, mel, miss toh and another kelvin, think some service engineer, went recce at sunset way. HEY! it's a nice placE! i like!! small area with nice food. wat they have is basically wat i love! there's thai, steamboat, charcoal grill (yes charcoal!), steakhouse, german restaurant that sells cool desserts (will try this next!), some beer place with pool table, ice cream shop, and pizza place (called Rocky Pizza) yummy-yummys! although it's just a canal away from the hdb it's so totally different! i sat there asking myself, how come i haven been to this place during my clementi days the past 3 yrs. prefer this to the over crowded holland v, definitely!

it wasnt crowded maybe coz it's a weekday today.. but it certainly looks like a nice place to chill lar.
the 4 of us settled for a restaurant called Grill-Out.
it caught my eye 1st coz you can see the kitchen just outside the shop. it's just separated by a glass panel. the chefs were cool.... ( i should be a kitchen helper or something, muaha)
secondly, they made effort in trying to present the food nicely, yet simple.
grrr it was a last min thing. so u can only expect weird-colored pics from my Anycall mobile.
wat 3.2mp, my toes!see the cooks?

each main comes with salad and garlic bread!

(has pineapple, cherry tomatoes and bread crumbs too!)
mushrooms!!! wif extreme lots of garlic, some asparagus, baby carrots and baby potatoes!
my 200g Angus ribeye steak it was quite filling.. but the sauce was abit off. i suggest u have it plain =)

miss toh's japanese pork shoulder. tenderlicious!

it's nvr complete without desserts. Panna Cotta!
Posted by EvoN at 11:26 PM

nightmare is over for this week.

Monday, January 28, 2008

am not feeling well today.. stayed in bed whole day until dinner.. sigh
and together when the usual weekend torture sets in.. it feels like a nightmare.. when u're in it.. u dont know how to get out... (rem you cant control dreams?) and when u're awake u probably forgot how it feels back there.. weekends are the worst days of my week...
i wake up on saturday thinking of how long the weekends are.. from sat afternoon all the way till past mid night.. so many hours... i just got nothing to do...or rather i dont know wat to do.
same for sundays...... every hour feels like a day..
i wan to head out to the streets for a walk but going alone isn't such a good idea too.. so i stayed indoors.

despite everything, there's one (sad to say.. but only one) friend... perhaps he nvr knew.. perhaps he didnt think it's such a big deal.. no matter what i m really grateful to him.. bit my bit.. he stayed with me thru my hell weekends. even till late night.... thanks jm.. i appreciate it all. =)

Also thank hl for keeping in touch.. every msn conversation is precious.. glad to hear you share your experiences.. i'll look forward to more... hopefully. =)

it's sunday nite.. nightmare is almost over.. here comes the days... a brand new week.
Posted by EvoN at 12:58 AM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Weekends are here again.. finally did up my digiscrapz.if you're looking for a really quiet place to chill n hang out, i'll recommend wild oats!
expect alcohol and only some finger food. tried their strawberry champagne and a strawberry cheesecake shot (got biscuits bits and strawberry!). they have both al fresco and indoor seats. on the outside they have rattan chairs in one small dark corner.. and on the inside are cushioned chairs. was sitting inside and we were the only occupied table most of the time. so imagine how quiet is that.. difficult to get that kind of peacefulness on a friday nite! and half way thru.. you'll get to see dogs roaming about... they belong to the owner la.. not strays. cute..

if you wish to have dinner.. wild rocket is just next door! reservations are highly recommended. they serve fusion food and desserts. Website: http://www.wildrocket.com.sg/


on last saturday i finally decided to bake some cupcakes for the 1st time.
1st i have to get my butt down to the nearest supermarket and get all the ingredients.. need to get alot of things!! and u probably only need abit (a tiny bit ~ 1 teaspoon) of each..

i was trying to bake carrot cupcakes.. heh yup carrot cake!
grating the carrots was very tiring............................. and so after 6 hours of struggling.. i did it!!
honestly.. i quite like the taste of my own carrot cake, esp with walnuts in it. but still need to improve on the moisture, taste... and not forgetting the deco!

woohoo jm thanks for the high score.. i will jia you....... that's if i have time.
also thanks to my colleague who shared this recipe!
School's starting on monday. zzz well i m kind of hoping that lessons will occupy me on the hell lonely weekends. just afraid that i might get too tired. =(

grr i m hungry!! i wan to eat SATAY....
Posted by EvoN at 1:00 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

cold wind was blowing when i was standing by the window starrin into the air..
i looked at the sky n thot:
'Do you need a hug...'
Posted by EvoN at 11:18 PM

bad start for 2008.

sigh.... yup... many things have happened. many bad news.. stacking on top of each other.. pushing everyone else morale lower and LOWER.

and yesterday. school timetable's out.
initially we chose lessons on just Mondays n Fridays, and one saturday.
it turned out to be Mondays, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays!!! WTH!!! got cheated..
when will i get to rest?
sigh.. i m afraid i cant cope coz i think i will be mentally tired. worried. how?
can u imagine yourself living my kind of life? i cant..

Posted by EvoN at 7:49 PM

4 hrs of tears

Sunday, January 20, 2008

it's a recording breaking session everyday.

my emotions? they mean nothing.

hopelessly devoted. i just have to live a lie behind the smile.
Posted by EvoN at 12:36 PM

I just can't live a lie..

Monday, January 14, 2008



Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?

No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now

[Chorus]
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean

No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now

Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Ohh, and I don't wanna try

Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

I just can't live a lie

But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Oh, I cant live a lie [x2]
Posted by EvoN at 1:00 PM

dear xx..

i am disappointed today.. yet it's not the 1st time..
and everytime it feels like salt being added on to a bleeding wound. it hurts so badly.. that tears would just run down the cheeks like nobody's business...
i m not blaming anyone here for doing anything wrong.. dont be mistaken..
i guess i brought it upon myself.

it's 130am now.. and 99% of me just dont feel like going work tmr..
why the 1%? coz last friday.. while worrying about some earthquake i screwed things up at work.. and i need to go back to clear the mess tmr.. as silly as it sounds.. ya.. starting to lose those efficiency and attentive-ness. sigh.. read or if someone tells me something n forgot totally in the next 5 seconds..
i hope my boss wont sack me soon.
if only someone can tell me wat is happening to me..

hope tmr will be a better day.. it has to be.. it got to be.
humongous appetite is back after the korean food feast at bugis..
it was really good! if only i can learn how to cook em.
will definitely go back there again!

CNY is coming... maybe i should start packing the house.. maybe eh.. maybe...... haa.. see how..
CNY, 4 off-days.. wat to do with them? i hate the feeling of being free. Somebody pls gimme something to do!!
Someone asked why am i asking for things to do.. it is becoz when i m not doing anything.. i think alot. i think far n about crazy stuff.. so i shouldnt be left free.

ok bro is asking sis to sleep.. till then.. take kare!
Posted by EvoN at 12:58 AM

feels like it's been months.

Friday, January 11, 2008

prob the last time? only heaven knows.

sadness in the smiles.. at least for mine there is...


miss him. day and night...
Posted by EvoN at 11:38 AM

i hate wednesdays

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

i thot the day started quite well with sausage mcmuffin n lunch with mel..

but work started to pile up and someone decided agitate me...

i was still smiling when i went to get pizza for dinner... den he came..
nice enuff, he came with gd quality Coffee Prince..
in weird file formats.... for the total comp idiot.. didnt know how to open the files..

so he wanted a deal.. my pride in exchange for the method used to open the files..
sigh.. as stupid as it sounds.. for a comp idiot like it.. i really need someone to teach me..

of course i said no..
thinking that it shouldnt be difficult as many ppl watch videos now.. others should know...
but when i came online to find that no one knows.. (those i've asked)
so i kept trying n trying to open those darn files.. tried n tried.. tried very hard..
'the video is there but i just cant open it!! ARGH!!!!'
i got really depressed then and broke down into tears..
felt so helpless once again..

i asked him nicely again... still he appeared ruthless.. no mercy at all.

i just dont like it when ppl try to make things difficult for me knowing i really suck at it..
it's abit mean of him? sigh.. i dont know.. but i definitely aint feeling good tonite..

I've got my pride.
cant u just let me be happy? does it give u the extra kick to see me suffer?

do i not have the right to be happy? sigh...

dont torture me...
i cant take it..
i've really had too much the past few months..
please dont.......... no....

sigh..
Posted by EvoN at 11:39 PM

Just for you..

Friday, January 04, 2008

personalised calendar, specially made

you may download the Singapore version HERE.
Posted by EvoN at 6:13 PM

see you soon

completely lost for words as he bid goodbye...

'Please be safe and do not forget, you still have us.'
'Take more Vitamin C so you wont fall sick so easily'
'Dont catch a cold when you sleep at night, keep warm'
'Wear enough clothes'
Posted by EvoN at 10:16 AM

he's Leaving on a jet plane

Thursday, January 03, 2008

he's leaving... 22hours later.
what am i gonna do?
what will become of me?
i m too afraid to even think of the answer.

sigh..
Posted by EvoN at 1:04 AM