Thursday, December 11, 2003
yooo hoo.... i m eating pizza bread for my lunch.. no one's at home.. sob sob.. i m alone again.. but anyway i feel very lively n chirpy today.. i dunno y.. but i m juz very happy... muahahaha....hmm...
juz now i was very bored very very bored so i kept switching tv channels here n there... den i was watching axn channel... got this movie.. i think called 'Return to Blue Lagoon'... it's very sweet.....got two person.. one women n one man.. they grew up together there.. but their parents passed away already.. they are on this deserted island... very deserted..but they are very loving... they get married by themselves n lead a very happy n carefree live..(how i wish i m living like that)... one day they were along e beach doing some chores.. they spotted a ship coming their way..so they were very excited becoz that always hope somebody would bring them back to civilization... but it wasnt that simple.. they realised the ppl who came from e ship are very bad.. they realise they cant get along well wif those people.. becoz they lead a different life from them....... thru all that happened... they realised.. they cant cope wif the live of civilisation, where people lies, and has guns n rifles.. so they decided to stay on that island on themselves.. mean while... e women discovered that she's pregnant...haha and then 3 of them.. live happy ever after... so sweet hor... haha.. so xin fu....*OrH*.................hahaha....
juz now i was admiring at the skirt i bought from thailand...i think.. it's nice.. n i feel good n proud buying it.. haha.. i dunno y... juz now i was so bored.. so i tried on it n look at myself in e mirror... dunno y... it makes me look a lil thinner..... haha.. makes me look "butt-less" very flat behind u know!!!! haha.. anyway i m really happy to be owning that... hur hur... den i also took out the two fila polos i haf bought.. guess wat i juz discovered?!?!?! it's for kids!!! n for boys!!!!! oh no......haha... i m gonna look like a kid...... dunno y it looks fake... like those buy from streets in thailand.. haha.. but it's not!!! i bought it from a sports shop in a shopping centre!! i dunch think they sell fake stuffs there rite!!! hmm.. gotta do some shopping for new year!! muahaha... can buy clothes!! better borrow some money from mum..so i can return her after i get my pay.. if not new year clothes is gonna be pathetic... hahahaha.....
hmmmmmm regretted nvr go work.. so bored now.. though tummy is feeling a bit weird......................
Posted by EvoN at 4:38 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
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VIRGO WOMAN
She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round
forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a
pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.
You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to
look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.
She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her,
so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.
She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If
she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she
will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her
discipline.
She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete
woman.
She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She
can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you
could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.
Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in
working full times as a self beautifier.
She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.
She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one.
She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but
she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When
she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an
angel again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.
Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it
brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.
In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty
woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in
public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play
and music and likes to criticize about them too.
Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting
from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.
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Wow~ dis is really very true!!!!!! but e part when it says i like books.. that's false!! muahahaha.... haha.. this email really describes me!!! = )
Posted by EvoN at 10:16 PM
Monday, December 08, 2003
hmmm yawnz.. i m watching xi jie now.... but i m thinkin about alot of things..... thinking abt today.. thinkin abt tmr... yawnz.. haha.. hmm... today.. was rather okie.. but he didnt ask abt how i feel today.. i dunno y.. perhaps he didnt wanna care/know.. perhaps he think i m stupid n didnt wan to bother wif me.. haa.. lots of perhaps.. but.. dun think much of it.. hmm.. today.. i think.. the prob lies wif the long hair gurl.. i think i dun quite like her.. i see other girls.. like e 1st one i have met.. i find her rather cute, pretty n nice to get along wif... i think if she n him work together i wont feel upset.. becoz i think she's a nice girl.. her 1st impression was good.. however.. that long hair one...... she gave me a rather bad 1st impression... like a very bitchy girl.... haa... guess he muz be thinking i m making stupid unreasonably comments.. but i really think so... she is juz different from e pretty girl.... she's like fighting against me.. kinda sux.. always trying to be near to dear... i dunno y.. somehow i think she's trying to be sexy.. sucky.. i dunno how to describe that kinda feeling.. but i think.. my good girlfriends will know it.. how sad.. guess he wun know n will nvr try to understand.. coz it'll be tough.. hmm anyway.. i juz dun like her.. when i work i glance at her sometimes i really find her hateful... wat e hella... i m beginning to feel everyone is being like a stranger to me.. so sad.. i suddenly miss my old frenz alot... haiz i dunno wat to say that girl.. she's like another 'Jeanine' to me.. sucky.. act act act.. kaoz... well cant expect him to do anything.. that's his fren afterall.. i juz think that saying all this out.. my heart will feel better.....hmm.. today's juz e 1st day of e week... hope e rest of e week will be good.... i m really trying very hard to keep my feeling good le... hope it really helped.. yawnz yawnz..well like i said there's no one i can turn to for my feelings............. n i also dun wish to lock it up...... perhaps i wont be writing here or maybe yes.. i dunno.. haiz..hope i'll feel good tmr too.. Gan Ba Deh! Jia You to myself.. Frenz are forever~! (^ ___ ^)
Posted by EvoN at 11:09 PM
Friday, December 05, 2003
tears ran down our cheeks..... it was saddening yet touching... deep inside my heart.. i noe i noe I KNOW u love me dearly.. but sometimes i really cant help thinking on e negative side.. i know it's stupid to do so.. but.. i really cant help it.. i guess the longer we are together the more unaffordable i m to lose u... i m really afraid of losing u... really i m.... sometimes when juz thinking of that.. it's enough to switch on my teary tap for e whole nite.... i m already too attached to u... sometimes i also asked myself y m i so bad-tempered to u... i ask myself that frequently... i guess i finally know e answer to that qn... i guess i m testing your patience... really i m... automatically.... i noe i noe u dun like that.. i dun wish for that to happen either.. but whenever i feel there's not enuff attention on me... i'll juz lose my temper.... sorry... i noe i should change but................... i m really feeling very terrible inside... i dun get enuff love i ought to get... i lose my big part of love at my family side... there's a big hole there for u to fill up.... but some how u cant seems too... guess that hole is really way to big for u to manage.... but when e big hole is not filled up....... it gets agitated n erupt!!! haiz.. i guess that explain e whole situation.... did it? i dunno... hope u'll understand... i m really sorry sometimes... i'll try alrite... i'll try.....
today... i saw his hp has got a few girls' messages.... i cant help it... when i read those messages i was frustrated but later on it became sadness.... so i tell myself it's nothing much.. only frenz.... but i've got nothing to do.... sitting there waiting... n den my mind comes wondering..................... after that... i told myself....'there's nothing... only frenz~' den i relaxed abit le.... but i cant help thinking..... i m juz JEALOUS!.... i dun like girls like them to go around him.... i simply dunch like... esp those damn friendly ones.... he once said ' I like my colleagues' and that was already enough to scare me off.............. haiz.... that's y i feel very unsecure... so i told myself to think less... think less about him..... so i thot maybe i shouldnt bother about how he makes his frenz........ so for e whole nite i kept thinking..... 'Dunch bother too much! Dunch bother too much....!' i felt a bit better.. but my expression juz gave me off.... he's so used to me laughing n giggling... i was already trying forget all those but i juz cant control how i express myself on my face.... bloody hella...... and so like that we sat down n talked....... haiz.... i really dunno y i keep thinking of losing u.... but i really really really really dun wished to........................................................................... i cant afford it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u too much to do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seems to be stucked to e core of the earth already cant get out.......................
anyway now that he has already know my another weak point.... i can get MAD when jealous!!!!!!!!! serious i m not kidding........ i can even forget about everything.... but sometimes girls jealous they also dun like other people to know.......... and also dun like others to keep mentioning it time n time again.... they can get irritated............(u know wat i mean la uh)............ today's really a bad day......... or shall i say e good day... although we cried... but i felt happy after that....... hmm something's wrong..... so shall it be good or bad day?????????????
Posted by EvoN at 11:55 PM
