Sunday, January 18, 2004
i love candles.. i love 'em all... haha now already 2 am....but i still here waiting for my hair to dry den ican sleep... hmm was looking out of e kitchen window after i bathed den saw a unit upstairs got orange light flashing irregularly.. so can see it's a flame from a candle la.. den i was thinking about candles.. actually i do really like them... how nice if i can haf a candle lit everytime i reach home n look at e flame.. it's juz so heart-warming...haha maybe next time if i haf my own room or home i'll buy nice, scented candles n lit them.. but i will take care of safety la... haha... well.... tired now man................................................... dis few days alot of emails.. dunno y.... clearing them now... yawnz... going to sleep soon...... maybe 10 mins later.. coz cant tahan le... sob sob.. dear leaving for tw soon.. really hope he'll get to enjoy himslef there n hopefully get to see nice nice things to buy for me.. haha... heeeeeeeeeeee also hope he come back safely....i'll seriously pray for him every nite b4 i sleep..... all e God muz protect him!!!!! coz he is my dear.. too precious.. can afford to lose it... tooooooo precious................ hmm really hope he'll take good care of himself so i'll fang xin.....
Posted by EvoN at 1:58 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
there's always this something in u that makes me love u so much.. but i juz dunno wat is it.. although we sometimes haf diff views against issues but still deep down inside my fragile heart.. i love u alot.. do u noe that? hmm sometimes when i look at our picture when i m packing my stuffs i would smile to myself.. thinking 'how fortunate m i...'......... but when i m angry i look at your pic.. i would sort things out by myself.. thinking about e prob we hafing... den i thot i was a lil stupid.. haha.. den whenever i m in pain or needed u much... i would miss u alot..so i juz take a lil look at u, i would actually cry.. but i told myself to hold back my tears.. but deep in side how i hope that e person juz where i needed him would be juz beside me, hugging me when i needed warmth.. but unfortunately u cant be there for me.. that's pretty sad.. but i noe u wanted to be wif me as much as i wanted.. but too bad..............
i m sorry for wat i did today.. i shouted at u in front of derek... i m truely sorry n guilty about that i really m........ haiz..i really thot i was a lil too much juz after e moment i shouted at u.. but my mood was really really bad.... haiz............................................................... really sorry dear.... are u sad about that too? i m really sorry........
actually i do haf alof of words for ya.. but i juz couldnt rem it all....... poor memory...................................... = (
Posted by EvoN at 12:34 AM
