been away for so long..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Hello bloggie. i m back..
just as i thot i wouldnt have the energy n time to blog anymore... i suddenly got lotsa time. =/
Been busy and emotionally tired.
Assignments, work.. school.. and some thinking to do..
sigh.. alot has happened this past one month..
things went wrong, things went crazy, so did i..
Things that i have nvr anticipate before..
and i dont like that kind of feeling..
I know i have to be supportive.. and i am..
but when i think twice again.. if we still love each other.. why not continue the journey? why do this to ourselves..
but things have been set. right.. i should just try not to think about it.... (yeah?)
I wish you all the best and Thank You my dear.. for all those memories we had. those were truly the happiest days of my life. hope you did as well. =)
I haven been sleeping well.. terrible.. nightmares, waking up frequently at nite.
made me very lethargic in the day..
So i didnt sleep well last nite, i was suppose to be in comfy arms but in the end i was surrounded by silence accompanied with loneliness. i woke up in the morning feeling more tired than b4 i slept. it was a nightmare. yes.. i struggled thru out the whole nite.. keep trying hard to peace my mind.. but i just cant.. so i forced myself to sleep and finally got out of bed at 12noon to get ready for my stupid lecture. and yeah that's what caused my Moody saturday.
A smart way i thot of to make myself sleep better is to be very busy in the day.. stay out late... so i'll be very tired by bedtime. Unfortunately it didnt work! Shopped, watched movie, chill out, chat, laundry, and packing of my room still haven get me sleepy at 3am.
i dont wanna be alone.. =(
Posted by EvoN at 2:53 AM
